Alex K in the hizzouse!

Not this time

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 20:26:46 -0700

I’m not giving up this time.I’m not just gonna get up and leave without so much as a goodbye.I’m gonna keep trying.Keep hoping.Keep wishing.Keep on going.One day I WILL be out of here.One day things WILL be better.Someday.One day.Maybe TODAY if I try hard enough.If I keep going.If I keep wishing.If I keep doing.Instead of just sitting around.Instead of just complaining.Instead of lhiding every emotion other than happy trying to avoid the subject of me actually having feelings.Actually being sad.Not wanting to talk.Not wanting to dance around and entertain.Not wanting to fool around.Not this time.Not this time.

I haven't blogged in forever!

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 21:49:10 -0700

At least not here.A lot has happened.I lost lots of people I loved and loved talking to and I gained people.I get myself into some crazy situations that make me feel pretty grown up but almost a bit to grown up.I have been writing more again.I have been happier.Life hasn’t sucked so bad.Life is finally looking up.

In Sweep

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:19:37 -0700

It wasn’t as bad as people say.I sat there reading the bored and watching clock.When she said she had to call my parents I didn’t really care.It was an odd feeling.Normally I’d be scared out of my mind but I wasn’t I just sat there watching her dial the numbers and tell my stepdad I was late for class.It was the most peaceful I have felt.There was no stress I could just sit there and think about what was going on in my life why I find it so hard to talk to certain people and find it sooo simple to talk to others.I can’t go to sweep again but part of e wants to just so I can feel that calm again.

This is stupid but so cute

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:40:47 -0700

TEN:
You feel shy whenever they’re around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can’t see
the other people around you, you just
see him/her.

SIX:
They’re all you think about.

FIVE:
You realize you’re always smiling when
you’re looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just
to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one
person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number seven
was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are
now silently laughing at yourself.

You know what?

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 16:34:04 -0700

Yesterday was an amazing day.And today is gonna be a good day to.And tomorrow?It’s gonna be a good day as well.From now on I want all my days to be as good as yesterday.I am getting really good grades,I have more friends actual friends not backstabbing bastards who say their my friends.Mom and Step dad can be a huge pain in the ass yes.But I can do what I do with everyone else who tries to bring me down on a daily basis,ignore them and move on.

If I..

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 23:21:54 -0700

If I soak parts of my body little by little will it make the pool any less cold?No.SO why not just cannon ball straight into the pool and see what happens?AT least you tried.

That thing you do!monlogue

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 17:29:38 -0700

Faye: Can I say something? [everyone stops to listen and she turns to Jimmy] Jimmy, from now on, you stay away from me. I’ve wasted thousands and thousands of kisses on you. Kisses that I thought were special because of your lips and your smile and all of your color and life. I used to think that was the real you when you smiled, but now I know that you don’t mean any of it. You just save it for all of your songs. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight.

Theres nothing cooler than me dancing

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 21:33:09 -0700

Just saying something cheesy

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 20:56:54 -0700

when i kiss you i pray it lasts forever and we we are apart all i can think about is that kiss and how long it will be until i can feel you again.

AND NOW IN FRENCH!

quand je vous embrasse je priez-le dure pour toujours et nous nous sommes distants tous que je peux penser environ est ce baiser et combien de temps il sera jusqu’à ce que je puisse vous sentir encore

Umbrella Chronicles!!

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:56:59 -0700

The very anticipated Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles is going to be released on 11/3/07.This Resident Evil game is a Wii exclusive which will no doubt make game play a bit more interesting but the people who don’t have a Wii will definitely miss out on this amazing game play.There will be different stages including,Resident Evil Zero, the Game Cube remake of Resident Evil, and Resident Evil 3 Nemesis been. Characters currently known to be playable in the game are Chris Redfield, Jill Valentine, Carlos Oliveira, Rebecca Chambers and Billy Coen and yes all of you Resident Evil fans Albert Wesker will also play a very important role in these games(I mean duh he IS Wesker!!).I might actually buy a Wii just so I can play this game. :)

Internet fame...

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 20:47:10 -0700

i want to be internet famous.I want blog subscribers.I want to vlog and have 500 comments in the first hour of it being up.I want people to look at me and say “I wanna be just like her”.If I had a video camera I would try harder to do this.

Jim Gaffagin in Phoenix!!

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 18:03:52 -0700

Jim Gaffigan is an amazing comedian and I would love to see him in phoenix or peoria.If you live in that area or in Arizona click “Demand It”You will most definitely see me there if he does show up from all the demands.Please if you love him and live here why not click the button?

"Look, on the horizon. Do you not see it? It is the dust of the Bullsheep… We must warn the..."

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 19:23:03 -0700

“Look, on the horizon. Do you not see it? It is the dust of the Bullsheep… We must warn the others.”

- Daddy :)

Waste of time

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 22:36:42 -0700

Whats the price you would pay for love?Would you sell your soul to the devil?Would you leave every thing and everyone you ever cared about?!Well in the current situation i can tell you already have.You’ve sold your soul and now you can’t get it back.You’ve sold you’re soul to the Devil for some half-ass life you call “totally bliss”.You aren’t worth my time.I’ve spent half my life trying to help you out of these shitty situations well I can’t help you now.Your so knee dip in it I can’t pull you out.Theres so many things I wish I could say to you but guess who I haven’t talked to .YOU weren’t worth it you gave me all this bullshit sayin “Im gonna leave him” well I’m still waiting!You are not just hurting yourself your hurting everyone else too!!And frankly im sick of you!! Cause you weren’t worth the time worth the meals you weren’t worth a dime.Yes it was YOU who was the waste of my time.

:(

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 23:45:50 -0700

Why did he have to leave?HE just packed up and left he didn’t even say goodbye to me.I feel so abandond I miss him so much.I never get to see him I rarely get to talk to him.Does he even relize what happened when he left?When he left I had no one to talk to no one that would REALLY listen.It wasn’t until just a few months ago I started to really talk to my dad and I love him and he’s there for me but I still feel so empty and misribble.He says he’s coming back in october but then he’s leaving again.I want him to stay.Why can’t he stay and be My hero again?

Its Amadad!!!(my dad) The only one who keeps me sane

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:19:52 -0700

Its Amadad!!!(my dad) The only one who keeps me sane

John Simm as The Master

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 23:20:40 -0700

For the past few weeks John Simm (from another U.K. show “Life On Mars”) has amazed Doctor Who fans with his performance as “The Master” the doctor’s arch nemesis.His way with the character has fans laughing and yet being terrified at the same time.The drums always running in his head must give him comedic timing.I think John Simm will be one of the greatest actors of our time if not of all time.Rember Vote Saxon!!

Linkin Park-Minutes to midnight

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 22:32:50 -0700

Linkin Parks new album Minutes to Midnight had a lot of fans worried.

The rumors of a changed sound and cursing?Will it be horrible? Will it be amazing? But when the first single(What I’ve Done) off the album came out the fans realized there was no need to worry.It’s being requested left and right on radio stations and don’t worry (those of you who liked the rap and rock) they still have their old sound on there to but also a mellower yet still somewhat hard rock about them.I think this might be one of the best albums of the new year and with Project Revolution coming up (the bands annual concert) I have a feeling they will be ranking in the record and ticket sales.

for more info about the band and Project Revolution go to www.linkinpark.com

My flickr account you guys should check it

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 13:36:55 -0700

My flickr account you guys should check it

A place for Pictures,Laughs, and SCIENCE!!

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:21:08 -0700

A place for Pictures,Laughs, and SCIENCE!!