Sun
Feb
10
I’m not giving up this time.I’m not just gonna get up and leave without so much as a goodbye.I’m gonna keep trying.Keep hoping.Keep wishing.Keep on going.One day I WILL be out of here.One day things WILL be better.Someday.One day.Maybe TODAY if I try hard enough.If I keep going.If I keep wishing.If I keep doing.Instead of just sitting around.Instead of just complaining.Instead of lhiding every emotion other than happy trying to avoid the subject of me actually having feelings.Actually being sad.Not wanting to talk.Not wanting to dance around and entertain.Not wanting to fool around.Not this time.Not this time.