Sun
Feb
10
I’m not giving up this time.I’m not just gonna get up and leave without so much as a goodbye.I’m gonna keep trying.Keep hoping.Keep wishing.Keep on going.One day I WILL be out of here.One day things WILL be better.Someday.One day.Maybe TODAY if I try hard enough.If I keep going.If I keep wishing.If I keep doing.Instead of just sitting around.Instead of just complaining.Instead of lhiding every emotion other than happy trying to avoid the subject of me actually having feelings.Actually being sad.Not wanting to talk.Not wanting to dance around and entertain.Not wanting to fool around.Not this time.Not this time.
Tue
Jan
1
At least not here.A lot has happened.I lost lots of people I loved and loved talking to and I gained people.I get myself into some crazy situations that make me feel pretty grown up but almost a bit to grown up.I have been writing more again.I have been happier.Life hasn’t sucked so bad.Life is finally looking up.
Sat
Oct
27
It wasn’t as bad as people say.I sat there reading the bored and watching clock.When she said she had to call my parents I didn’t really care.It was an odd feeling.Normally I’d be scared out of my mind but I wasn’t I just sat there watching her dial the numbers and tell my stepdad I was late for class.It was the most peaceful I have felt.There was no stress I could just sit there and think about what was going on in my life why I find it so hard to talk to certain people and find it sooo simple to talk to others.I can’t go to sweep again but part of e wants to just so I can feel that calm again.
Tue
Oct
9
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they’re around.
NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can’t see
the other people around you, you just
see him/her.
SIX:
They’re all you think about.
FIVE:
You realize you’re always smiling when
you’re looking at them.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just
to see them.
THREE:
While reading this, there was one
person on your mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number seven
was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are
now silently laughing at yourself.
Sat
Oct
6
Yesterday was an amazing day.And today is gonna be a good day to.And tomorrow?It’s gonna be a good day as well.From now on I want all my days to be as good as yesterday.I am getting really good grades,I have more friends actual friends not backstabbing bastards who say their my friends.Mom and Step dad can be a huge pain in the ass yes.But I can do what I do with everyone else who tries to bring me down on a daily basis,ignore them and move on.
Fri
Oct
5
If I soak parts of my body little by little will it make the pool any less cold?No.SO why not just cannon ball straight into the pool and see what happens?AT least you tried.
Thu
Oct
4
Faye: Can I say something? [everyone stops to listen and she turns to Jimmy] Jimmy, from now on, you stay away from me. I’ve wasted thousands and thousands of kisses on you. Kisses that I thought were special because of your lips and your smile and all of your color and life. I used to think that was the real you when you smiled, but now I know that you don’t mean any of it. You just save it for all of your songs. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight.
when i kiss you i pray it lasts forever and we we are apart all i can think about is that kiss and how long it will be until i can feel you again.
AND NOW IN FRENCH!
quand je vous embrasse je priez-le dure pour toujours et nous nous sommes distants tous que je peux penser environ est ce baiser et combien de temps il sera jusqu’à ce que je puisse vous sentir encore
Sat
Sep
29
The very anticipated Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles is going to be released on 11/3/07.This Resident Evil game is a Wii exclusive which will no doubt make game play a bit more interesting but the people who don’t have a Wii will definitely miss out on this amazing game play.There will be different stages including,Resident Evil Zero, the Game Cube remake of Resident Evil, and Resident Evil 3 Nemesis been. Characters currently known to be playable in the game are Chris Redfield, Jill Valentine, Carlos Oliveira, Rebecca Chambers and Billy Coen and yes all of you Resident Evil fans Albert Wesker will also play a very important role in these games(I mean duh he IS Wesker!!).I might actually buy a Wii just so I can play this game. :)
